Sweet scented rose, I adore you. Your
beauty has healed my parting soul. The
nights are dark, but your brightness
lights my lonely world. My sweet rose,
you are the shadow that you cast upon the
hot sun, and you are the sweetness I
taste in my sleep as I dream of you. Your
love I desire with a soft touch of
passion within the boundary of reality.
Rose of love, your eyes are stars of
incredible beauty, as I look beyond and
see an angel. My undying rose I cherish,
the girl I love with no end...
forever...
My God, My God?
Where art thou, my God?
For this dry desert burns with hunger for Thee!
Yet, this murky water below me craves to drown me...
Drown me with anger against Thee!
For these seeing eyes must widen - must focus to Thee!
But...
But where is Thy face?
Thy face, so shinning bright - with such burnning Light?
And I ask in darkness again...
Grant this doubter these widen eyes...
Where the darkness melts away as wax, from the frame of this reality!
Where I can see Your tears of blood for me...
So that they may sear me to my knees ashamed.
And bind me to never doubt my Shepherds Light...
I fall asleep and live a vision!
I see the Gate by His decision!
I enter in the Glory of Light!
I enter in, from the Twilight night!!
I lost the Blindness and Gained my Sight!
I see His Glory, I see His Might!
I walk the True Road of Golden Glass!
I see My Love by the Sparkling Grass!
I approach Her Heart and Kiss Her lips!
I find Her Tears, and My dryness grips!!
I hold Her tight and my Love speaks Words!
I say "Forever !"
"I Fly with Birds !!"
I wish a Special bond above all!
She says "I Love You !"
"Your Heart I Call !!"
I claim Eternity with Her Love!
I say "Immortal !"
"Pure as The DOVE !!"
I see Our Family and Know Our Joy!
I see the Sunset, so Bright!!
Our TOY !!!
I see every night, a fading light from above the hills.
It is you my Snow, getting farther from me.
And the sorrow gains with distance...
To a blinding heart-ache from my chest.
I can feel it so!
Growing greater and lost - from my Fading Snow...
Behold, my crimson eyes!
Behold, these thoughts...
These fears...
These dreams I hold!
For you will never see them
Nor never think, feel, nor breath them!
And for this, I cry!
For this, I die inside!
For this...
I wish you see.
My pain for thee my fading Snow!
I travel so far...
So far along the Sea.
So far alone.
So long to me.
But your memory, I see!!
Along the bank side cliffs.
Whenever the warm waters drift.
Within the cold winds grip,
Your memory adrift s in me!
At night I curl in sand
To sleep and see your hand.
I awake in trance
To a dimming glow...
It is you my Snow!
I wish thy breath
And a kiss from thee.
But as I reach
You flee from me!
In tears I cry
Awake and aware!
For every morn
I find this despair
And I always say, in Twilight Morn
Goodbye my fading Snow...
Perhaps after this moments end
The sun will be as fake as so...
If not?
I ride still more.
In search for my Memorie Snow.
The glare of shattered memories engulf the darkened night.
In shadows buried deeep and hid below the moon of light.
Can a tainted soul escape the pounding of a raped mind?
Or is this cell fully burned within a bared bind?
Answers scar his thoughts as the cold reality slips through cracks.
Almost gone, the strain of truth wilters to his aching back.
A spirit of crippled anguish dividing in a blacken sun.
The night cries blood as the howl of death has won.
Each moment of the passing night,
I yetagain live another life.
Why can't thisimmense dream be real?
I always wake up to sadness still.
A mystic realm of intense thought,
my heart is there, my life is not.
A cleave between two worlds, I travel.
This vast real fantasy I unravel.
Beyond reality so far unseen,
a taintless land that's so serene.
In existence compelled in chains,
this world of hell, the hate still hangs.
The midnight sun enchants my eyes,
the life of past all grew to lies.
Unaware of the life and truth we know,
I belong to this world where my heart does grow.
This must be love where I belong,
but into sadness I awake so sad....and alone.
Your hairs are strains glittering in the evening moonlight,
Your eyes are oceans under a vast sky of starlight.
The mountains tremble to your voice and the stars submit,
Your tears flood the heavens to your wishes I commit.
The mountains level as your path requires passage,
With every breath my heart craves your undying passion.
The sky disowns its color to fill your hearts ocean,
Your very beauty serves me as a curing potion.
Your flaring eyes could flood the boundary of darkened space,
As I hold your frail heart, your perfect body I brace.
Your will is mine to the very end of endless time,
To abandon your heart; hell would be a worthy crime.
There is no sorrow less than your tears upon my soul,
And there is no wrong in how much love your pure heart stole.
A river could not count for the rage of love herein,
For an empty ocean is full within... You...
The sea is but a puddle for the tears of my eyes,
and the sky is but a realm for my prayers and loud cries.
The nights are but heavy blankets of lost sanity,
and the end is but a pounding fear of vanity.
My bed is but a curse as dreams have taken my will,
I wake up but to another hell with a dark chill.
I walk on the warm beach but with a storm of distress,
to me the sand is cold, and my mind, suppressed.
I sit in blistering darkness as waves brush the shore,
my heart is but too frail to endure another score.
Beyond the many stars I scream her beautiful name,
come to me!
My withered heart and life are yours to claim.
The burden in my eyes!
A waterfall of cries!
Flood the rivers of dreams!
Along with my heart it seems!
The blood I bleed; no one sees!
They look straight for my tears; unseen!
“I’m on my knees!”
And I beg look down! Please!
My voice! Abandoned in pain!
Even the wind declares, Invain!
And my inner self was slain!
I guess the love I bound tight,
Was deemed foolish in their sight!
With Earths’ logic they were right!
“But blind!”
For my love comes from a distant Light!
The brightest Light!
YHWH
Your silk smooth lips calm the seas of rage,
your love melts the bars of this dark cage.
Your very words enchant the eldest stars,
and your slow kiss cripples my well of scars.
Your eyes are tides of drowning trance,
I’d serve your will for just one glance.
Your tears are as cloth that binds my breath,
through the flame of love there is no death.
Our feet are wet by the rising tide,
while we walk among the sandy side. Warm
sand below our feet of flesh, with our
arms together forever at rest. Love has
risen from the ocean floor, and turned
our hearts to loving more. The night
creeps upon us as a whisper in the wind,
all rules abandon us were free without a
sin. The moon above the sky of stars,
tells our distance of hatred scars. The
oceans dept is greatly deep, which shows
my love for you to keep....
A candle of flames on a table of romance,
with stars above in a sky of darkness.
Two wine glasses and a vase of roses with
a fragrance of lilacs invading the air.
My heart races as my love rises, for I
fear this night will surely end. Love and
passion soar through the night, seeking
care, together in sight. Across the
table I see a star, a star I wish, and a
star I kiss. Every night I wish this to
be, under the stars just you and me...
